Jeremy's Blog

… it ends. (Warning: This entry contains some explicit language.)

Last night was supposed to be a very enjoyable night, for me. The idea started out as a simple “triple date” between Jason and his girlfriend, me and Samantha, and Tyler and his girlfriend. Unfortunately, infection sunk in … and it festered. The night started off good. When Samantha got there, I walked over and hugged her and kissed her and everything just seemed great. But, once we got back inside and started bowling, she treated me like I didn’t even exist. So, I progressively got pissed off … until the kicker happened.

Knowing how much I hate alcohol, she started drinking right in front of me. Well, in my mind, the relationship was over right there. But, apparently she needed a little reassurance of how much damage she had done. When I went outside to get some fresh air, she came out there screaming at me to get my ass back inside. When I told her to leave me alone, she told me that she had changed and I hadn’t. After that, I told her to “Take her changed ass and get the fuck away from me.”

And it could’ve been worse. When she went back inside she told Nate to beat the shit out of me. Luckily, he knew I wasn’t a bad guy, so he just came over and we talked about what happened. Me being the way I am, I won’t waste the opportunity to have another good friend. So, I invited him to go play volleyball with us, when we go in a couple weeks.

I really feel sorry for Jason who spent the extra money for a lane at the bowling alley for her friends, and they ended up getting their own lane away from us after that incident happened. I feel like such a fool for letting myself get back into that situation again. She lied to me again … just like she always has, and I took it. I loved her and she used me. Yes … She’s changed. She’s become an even bigger bitch than she was before …

Now I can leave for Colorado with no regrets.