Jeremy's Blog

It’s amazing how easily twelve days can slip away without you hardly even noticing. Quite a lot has happened over the last twelve days … Some of which has left me with a sour taste in my mouth, especially as related to my job. But, I won’t go there. That horse has been beat to death, just in the past day, and I’m frankly sick of talking about it.

On the brighter side of things, the 18th was a very significant day. For reasons I won’t explain, I won’t tell you why, but there are a few people out there that know why this day is special to me.

As far as my personal life goes, I’ve been very happy. I have no reason not to be happy, personally. We’re still dealing with a lack of cash, but that issue should resolve itself, next month. Hopefully, anyway … If all the cards fall in our favor. I’m expecting two things to happen that will (quite literally) screw us, on the financial front, but I’m trying to be as optimistic as possible, as much as logic tells me that I’m about to get walked over again. But, we’ll manage. We always do (have to).

There are currently far too many variables. Being a person who works in logic all the time (programmer), I often relate life-issues to logical structures. At present time, there are too many variables, and not enough constants. At least there’s one constant I always know will be there, and I can’t thank her enough for all she’s done for me. I love you, sweetie.

I hope I’m wrong about all the variables. I’ve already formed an opinion or assumption about most of them, and I’m not liking what I’m seeing. But, I’ll work through it until I just can’t take the crap anymore, or I’m forcibly removed from the program. I just hope I’m wrong … I’m praying that I’m wrong. For our sake, I hope my prayers are answered …